Testimony of A Broken Heart & Blood Where Lusts End

Are you going to continue to do it your way brother?

Why have you walked away from YAHUSHUA for your lust? Come back, I miss you.

The reason for this blog post is to share with you a private email.

I am currently ministering to a brother who willfully and with foreknowledge is choosing to disobey YAHUVEH GOD, even after receiving a prophetic warning from Heaven.

He still wants to remain a supporter of the ministry but says “I will not obey.”

He hopes his righteousness will exceed his acts of disobedience and that YAHUVEH will pardon his sins, even though he will not repent. But this is not how YAHUVEH does things, not in the Bible and neither today:

“If you insist on continuing in sinful behavior—at times this GOOD SHEPHERD must break MY little lambs or sheeps leg to keep you from getting too close to the edge of the fires of hell, where satan can claim your soul. If I do not stop you from wandering into the den of satan—where wolves wait to devour your flesh and spirit—who will stop you?” (Prophecy 92).

This brother has fallen into his lusts before. Now he wishes to marry a woman he has not even met. Why?

He says that he is lonely and wants to love this woman. YAHUVEH is telling him not to do this and he says he will not obey.

I will share with you this private email and leave his name anonymous in hope he will return.

YAHUSHUA has spoken prophetically saying if he will not obey, others will be blessed. As you read, you will see I share with this brother a personal testimony about my uncle.

My uncle’s life begun in riches and the end of life was a broken heart and a pool of blood.

Email To A Brother

Hey again beloved brother,

Can I share with you a testimony? It’s actually a testimony of my uncle.

I believe you know this, but I am Jamaican. I grew up in Jamaica and if you’ve read my blog before, Jamaica is a very harsh place.

I’ve seen people dead on the streets in blood. My mother almost lost her life in a bank hold up, betrayed by her own coworkers.

In the middle of traffic one day, I saw a Rastafarian running in between the cars, barely trying to escape the edge of the blade of machetes, not sure if he made it. Horrible things.

But I tell you what, that can’t compare with what I saw happen to my uncle, something that I cringe to even think about sometimes. But I share it as a testimony. This is a true story.

Everything a ‘man’ Could Want

My uncle grew up a rather energetic, fun loving guy. Alot of people liked him and he had money and cars and was ‘cool’ in the eyes of the world.

He’d even done things which some would say is heroic. One such thing is, someone tried to kill my grandpa many years ago with a knife to the back.

The uncle in time, was able to put out his arm and the knife blade went through his arm into the grandad’s back but didn’t penetrate deep because the uncle took the blow.

He even came close to loosing his life another time. One day he was driving his fancy car and crashed it. He didn’t have a seatbelt on so he flew out the windshield and into the sea.

He got back unto the land and only had a few bruises. YAH showed him mercy back then.

He came to a period in his life where he had alot of what he wanted, money, and cars but one thing he didn’t have is a woman. And in many ways he felt lonely.

Strange Woman

Somehow he got in contact with a woman that was living in England, she was Jamaican. They would write letters back and forth and he ‘fell in love’ with this woman.

She said she wanted to be with him, and he wanted to be with her and he had not even seen her in person yet.

The grandad warned him that he shouldn’t do that but he didn’t listen.

She eventually came from England to Jamaica and they got to liking each other. Eventually they got married and started a family.

Time went on and she got tired of him. Why? He got her everything she needed but the relationship was based on feelings, and not wanting to be alone rather than love.

Love which we know only comes from YAH.

She eventually begun committing adultery. She opened her legs to other men. He would be at work or she would be at work, and somehow she would make time for that.

He found out but what could he do now? His whole life was wrapped around this woman.

She seeing that she had broken him down, broken his heart and made his hands feeble and knees weak, stopped holding back.

She eventually begun having sex with other men right in front of the house. The house I lived in.

He would look through the window and see her in the car having sex with another man.

The same woman that was his wife, the same woman he thought took away his loneliness and gave him pleasure. The same woman in passion with another man.

He soon enough turned to drugs and alcohol. Lost his income, lost his home.

People who once respected him, now chased him away when he would come by.

The grandad decided he wasn’t going to let the son drag him down and he did all he could to help him, he eventually cast him off. The grandma kept grieving for him.

One night, the uncle was drunk, yelling in the streets out of pain, and insanity and fell asleep on the street. A truck came around the corner and drove over his lower body.

It was completely crushed but he wasn’t dead. They took him to the hospital and there he died from blood loss.

That’s his whole life story, money to woman to blood.

Now brother, would you rather YAH show you what happens when we choose our own way rather than HIS? Do you think YAH would never bring you to the same condition as my uncle for your soul?

I say this in love, but read what it says about the curses of Deuteronomy 28.

“Thou shalt betroth a wife, and another man shall lie with her: thou shalt build an house, and thou shalt not dwell therein…

Thy sons and thy daughters shall be given unto another people, and thine eyes shall look, and fail with longing for them all the day long”
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And thou shalt grope at noonday, as the blind gropeth in darkness, and thou shalt not prosper in thy ways: and thou shalt be only oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no man shall save thee.“

I say it bluntly brother, this is your portion should you choose to disobey for the curses are from YAH to the disobedient.

You still hope that YAH will ignore your willful disobedience and bless you for your righteousness. That will not happen. Please remember the above.

Again, I have written for your soul sake. I’ve shared with you a testimony of what happens when we choose a mate of ourselves, of our flesh and not waiting on YAH.

The reason you are lonely is because you have walked away from YAH. That is a very lonely place to be.

Now the devil has met you on that lonely street and given you a taste of lust. You are seeking a woman and have been to quench all these fires you’re feeling, lust and loneliness.

Amightywind Ministry Fellowship

In Amightywind, brothers and sisters fellowship all the time. There are boundaries here of course to preserve that relationship and not allow lust in.

There are many women and men in Amightywind who do not have soulmates but have learned friendship with the other gender while keeping YAH’s will first.

They have learned to look at each as only brother and sister. When we see each other physically, we give each other a one armed hug.

But you don’t want that do you brother? You want the ‘touch’ of a woman.

We love you brother and I pray you feel that in this email and I pray that you will understand this is not about being left behind in the GT, this is about your eternal soul, your eternal dwelling place, hell or heaven.

That decision you are making now. If you can’t do it now, how can you do it then? Sexual sin will be out of this world in the GT, how can you do it then?

With YAHUSHUA’s love
yr brother Don

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Donovan, Youth Minister